I'm going to smile
because I deserve to!
A lot has changed, and of course all at once...
First, the good.
-I just moved into my new place, and I LOVE it!
Here's a little picture of my new place that I took on my phone.
-My room mate and I are having a blast with decorating!
-I've been eating, and living really healthy, and I feel SO good.
-I've been a lot more spiritually connected.
-My friends are closer than ever.
Now, the not so good.
-My boyfriend (of 2 years) and I are calling it quits :(
-My mom is moving out of state, and I'm going to miss her :(
-My brother is moving up to NorCal and I'm going to miss him :(
Now people keep bringing up the "abandonment" issue.
"I bet you feel so abandoned, like mass exit-us...
everyone's leaving all at once!"
I think, sure everyone's going their separate ways,
and it will be hard to be away from them.
But this is truly the best time for me to blossom on my own.
I think that I have so many reasons that I deserve to smile,
I'm truly so blessed.
Now is the time for me to really see how far I can take
this life that I was given,
just me, myself and I.