The other day I was at Borders just browsing around and I came across this book with an interesting cover, the cover looked like a shipping package and it was labeled "Post Secret" it seemed mysterious and exciting to open. So as I read the book, I started to understand that the concept of the book is this ongoing art project where people would mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a home made post card. No restrictions were made on the content of the secret; only that it must be completely truthful and must never have been spoken before. Some of the entries ranged from admissions of sexual misconduct, to confessions of secret desires, embarrassing habits, hopes, and dreams. I thought what an interesting concept... I was absolutely fascinated to read about other people's secrets. Here's a few of the anonymous confessions:

I <3 THIS SONG!

WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT, YOU BRING ABOUT.

Looking back, I've found it interesting 

how I've decided to live my life. 

I've found that what I think about, I bring about. 

Just a few examples: 

When I was tired of being in emotionally draining relationships 

I got rid of those relationships and now I have a boyfriend that I 

get a long with extremely well. 

I've never gotten along with someone

of the opposite sex so well. 

When I wanted better friends, I cut out the superficial friends, 

and I kept the meaningful ones.

Now I look around and I have the best friends. 

And it's interesting because I've known all of my friends for years and years. 

Most of my friends I've known for over 10 years. 

The good ones stay.

When I wanted to revamp my portfolio,

I decided to go to Paris.

And I'm going for Fashion Week.

Funny how things work out.

 I wanted to have a good relationship with my family,

now my mom is my best friend.

We get along better than we ever have.

I'm not intending to brag, 

what I'm trying to get across is that 

what you formulate in your mind

has an effect on your life.

And the life you want to have,

you can have, if you chose to live it.

CAUTION: Word vomitings below...

Gutsy woman.
I haven't publicly admitted this before, but I am really nervous about Europe. When I think about how gutsy I am to go on my own I get butterflies. It's known that I am one to make bold moves, and I always follow through. I don't ever let my fear over-power my goals, so I am proud of myself that I'm doing it. And I'm actually very excited that I'm standing on the verge of a whole new world opening itself up to me.


Woulda, shoulda, coulda.
Lately I've been looking back; and I started to question myself and if I didn't confront certain people in my past would this or that happen? Yaddi-yaddi-yadda. I am a very assertive person, and I know that a lot of people don't like confrontation. But I started to think about it, and almost every time I would try to confront certain "friends" in the past it would become this huge blow-up, and a total fiasco. I would say something a certain way, and they would take it a different way, and on and on. So I started to feel would it have been better to just phase those "friends" out instead of confronting them---because obviously they weren't secure enough to handle it. But after talking with some of my true friends and family about it, I have realized that if the friendship is important enough, and there's a mutual respect and maturity then it's important to confront people that mean something to you. Respect and honesty is the most important factor of any relationship. So if you feel like the respect just isn't there, and you're not able to express the way you feel, then it's really not worth it.


New York, New York.
Cindy and I want to move/go to New York. For real.


School, school, school and then more school.
So after taking a hiatus from school for a year, I am more determined than ever to go back! So much that I want to get a double major. It's so funny to me that when I was 18-19 I didn't want to go to college and I just wanted to go to cosmetology school and become an esthetician. BOY HAVE I CHANGED! Now I'm not dismissing the idea of getting my Masters; and possibly becoming a professor someday. I love school, and I love learning. I graduated with my Associates Degree with 25 extra units, just because I liked taking all sorts of different classes. So I'm pretty stoked to get back into it.

BRIDGETTE BARDOT: My Style Icon

OXFORD STREET DANCE THEATRE

My sister is an extraordinary dancer, and started a non profit dance company called the "Oxford Street Dance Theatre" located in Santa Monica.

Here are some photos I took of the show.

NEW YORK, NEW YORK

I'm already thinking about what my next trip will be,

 New York of course! 

I'm thinking Spring 2010

SELF PORTRAIT

WHEN YOU CHANGE,

EVERYTHING

AROUND YOU

CHANGES.

THE KINDS OF PEOPLE YOU ATTRACT

HOW PEOPLE TREAT YOU

YOUR BOUNDARIES

YOUR LIFESTYLE

YOUR ATTITUDE

YOUR FUTURE

CHANGE IS INEVITABLE, DON'T TRY TO HINDER IT, EMBRACE IT.

THREE WORDS COME TO MIND:

SINISTER, ENIGMA, VIXEN

PHOTOS BY: SAM HESSAMIAN

I'm not always what I should be,

I'm not always what I could be,

I'm not always what I want to be, 

but I thank God I'm not what I used to be. 

I'm on a consistent path of self improvement.

www.LITTERSF.com

NEW UP AND COMING JEWELRY LINE 'LITTER'

One-of-a-kind adornments from materials found at flea markets, salvage yards, and in hardware bins. 

CHECK THEM OUT!

WWW.LITTERSF.COM

LATEST INSPIRATION:

Photos By Neil Sharum

The illustrious splashes of water-color exemplifies this photographer as a true artist. 

This photo makes me never want to cut my hair 

haha.

IT'S NOT WHO YOU ARE THAT HOLDS YOU BACK, IT'S WHO YOU THINK YOU'RE NOT.

Who's to say to another "stop trying to be someone you're not", and how does he or she know just exactly what's inside of that person? We do not just become who we are, we GROW into the person we want to become. We envision the person we want to become, and take the steps and chances necessary to become that person we envisioned ourselves as. You have to expect things of yourself before you can do them. Other people's opinions of you do not have to become your reality. 

ABSOLUTELY THRILLED FOR PARIS!

THEY SAY A PHOTOGRAPH 

"IS WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS."

BUT

I SAY A PHOTOGRAPH 

"PROVOKES A THOUSAND EMOTIONS."

THIS PHOTO EXCITES ME IN A MILLION WAYS, 

A MILLION TIMES OVER AND OVER.

THIS IS MY DREAM HOME

LOS ANGELES LOFT

THE POWER OF CHOICE

The other day I said something out loud and it made so much sense it brought me a whole new way of living. You know how you may feel something, but until you say it out loud, you never really knew the power of the way you felt?

"I refuse to be around people that complain about their circumstances. People that don't understand the power of their choices are toxic to me."

People that make claims, and blame others for their own choices don't sit front row in my life. You can just wallow in your own sorrow.

"BITCH" = BACK BONE

BLONDE BOMBSHELL

I was asked to model for Stylist/Photog Jenae Toney. I love the photos!! Take a look!

It's Faux Fur...not real.