CAUTION: Word vomitings below...

Gutsy woman.
I haven't publicly admitted this before, but I am really nervous about Europe. When I think about how gutsy I am to go on my own I get butterflies. It's known that I am one to make bold moves, and I always follow through. I don't ever let my fear over-power my goals, so I am proud of myself that I'm doing it. And I'm actually very excited that I'm standing on the verge of a whole new world opening itself up to me.


Woulda, shoulda, coulda.
Lately I've been looking back; and I started to question myself and if I didn't confront certain people in my past would this or that happen? Yaddi-yaddi-yadda. I am a very assertive person, and I know that a lot of people don't like confrontation. But I started to think about it, and almost every time I would try to confront certain "friends" in the past it would become this huge blow-up, and a total fiasco. I would say something a certain way, and they would take it a different way, and on and on. So I started to feel would it have been better to just phase those "friends" out instead of confronting them---because obviously they weren't secure enough to handle it. But after talking with some of my true friends and family about it, I have realized that if the friendship is important enough, and there's a mutual respect and maturity then it's important to confront people that mean something to you. Respect and honesty is the most important factor of any relationship. So if you feel like the respect just isn't there, and you're not able to express the way you feel, then it's really not worth it.


New York, New York.
Cindy and I want to move/go to New York. For real.


School, school, school and then more school.
So after taking a hiatus from school for a year, I am more determined than ever to go back! So much that I want to get a double major. It's so funny to me that when I was 18-19 I didn't want to go to college and I just wanted to go to cosmetology school and become an esthetician. BOY HAVE I CHANGED! Now I'm not dismissing the idea of getting my Masters; and possibly becoming a professor someday. I love school, and I love learning. I graduated with my Associates Degree with 25 extra units, just because I liked taking all sorts of different classes. So I'm pretty stoked to get back into it.